I feel today very special. there are some coincidents but I forgot now, but I feel really need to write them down on the way to the library.
I almost want to give up today, now is 16:42 and the library is going to close @ 7:00, which means I only have 2 hour a bit more time to do something about my assignment of 'social psychological foundations of counselling psychology'
The waitress in the vegetarian restaurant seems remember me, I wonder how she perceive me?
I do feel shy and a bit intimidated when I go to restaurant alone.
There is food on the counter ready, their names on the board back of the counter, you can order. Although now my English is better, but the waitress is staring at me so I feel I need to make decision quickly, so I said: 'I want this' (pointing to the food does look too strange)
then is about the salad ...
There is cooked vegetable behind the counter I want to order as well, so the first time I also order it. But I found the waitress gave me the salad(raw) already with this dish.
ok, I don't know there is salad doesn't mean I don't want the cooked veg ....
The second time I order, the waitress told me there is already salad with it before I order my cooked vegetable...
Today, cool things happened.
After I said: 'I want this one'
She told me the name of the dish: Moussaka. (Ok, at the same time I notice this word is just in front of me on the board on the wall behind her.)
Then I didn't say anything, I know I will have salad.
But then she explained, this dish will have salad with it but if I want to order the cooked vegetable? (she also point at it)
I said:'Yes'.
Bizarrely, I image maybe she think about me when I wasn't there, or even she think about me when I wasn't there and stoned.
Why?
Because she became more understanding, and it is a vegetarian restaurant.
There is always a certain smell in a vegetarian restaurant here. (here means Manchester, I've never been none-Chinese vegetarian restaurant anywhere else)
I forgot the smell of the vegetarian restaurant in Taiwan, do they have the distinctive smell other than the smell of a restaurant?
Italy and Chinese restaurants are smell differently.
Then is about my superstition.
I felt hungry 1 hour after I have lunch, and I suppressed it.
After a while I think of the last time the same thing happened turn out I had a one month flu.
I became scared, but also doubt myself that maybe it's just my laziness prompt me to stop studying.
I don't know, I north node is at Sagittarius so I need to trust my sixth sense.
Now i am here, at the computer room writing my blog.
I don't know who will read this, maybe noe one, I hope this writing is helpful but now it became a bit drag....
bye.
